the Sinking ship

without getting a choice
Without ne emotions
I walk past ma soul
Why it has to be true
In love we always fall
Cnt ever get over it
Judas smiling over us
As he always do
I’ve boarded a sinking ship
And it seems to be eternity
But i m content
Coz i ain’t have nethng to lose
Cann’t you see
World crashing around me
But still you are laughing
Yeah you are free to be
And i have no regrets
Coz i cn be dead, whenever i want to be!!!!
Coz i cn be dead, whenever i want to be!!!!
Coz i cn be dead, whenever i want to be!!!!

prayers

Overhead , our intellect

there sits sumone , we cnt see

he luks upon us

at our pains 'n shredded tyranny

'n smiles upon us

as we cann't get rid of thm as we r we

we cry and pray and burn candles

on his might

But we miss to notice tht

even e's not playing his notes olrite

We r so weak 'n terrifieddn

tht we dnt even try to get thngs rite

All we need is a church or temple

to pray

why dnnt we believe on our own intellect

and loses the faith tht we cud rise

We've the power we've the might to see

Every morning we wake up and

the rising sun cannt be seen

as we r already shadowed

with the deep darkness within

Even the thousand million suns he sends

Cnt lighten up our darkened soul

Coz we r not ready to accept wht we can do

Why dnt we open our eyes

and see thebeautiful light outside

Thn crying over wht we cannot change

Why we fail to celebrate

ol beautiful lil thngd on ou way, evryday

Is it that we r addicted 'n luv to cry????

normalcy!!

Last week i was out with sum frds of mine!!
A mutual frd asked wht muzik do i like, I said none as i was losing intrest in there so i lied with no mood to continue the conversation. She gave a wierd expression saying i ain't normal.

I was thinking a lot over this normal thing now how would u define normal??May be sumthyng that is in majority, being dark is not normal in russia but it is in India. So is about people we call mad they ain't normal coz they r nt in majotrity but in an asylum it normal to be mad coz everyone else there is mad. So i can conclude there is nuthyng gud or special about being normal, and being abnormal is again, completely human.
And same way it goes with right or wrong, somethng that is right to majority of people is all right but sum who thinks against it are not considered right. Now can neone explain why??
Some people who thinks against the majority r not wrong, they r right in there own way that doesn't mean they ain't right?
'ts like spreading threat is right for the terrorist as they r doing the right thing according to wht they believe in but rest of the world it isn't.
There is a thick shade of grey between right and wrong or normal and abnormal which is thicker than the black 'n white themselves!!!

What ya guys say??

I hate maself!!

Why r u trying to help me

I just wanna hate my own self

I ain't sick 'n need no cure

may a bit far from normal

u wanna hurt me

u r invited

u wanna fuck me

i'll be impressed

u wanna kil me

here's the sword

u wanna love me

isn't it absurd

I ain't ameek puppet

I m not gonna dance on ur tune

I m happy to hate my own self

'n the glass is half empty

The door is half closed

This is the way i see thm

I don't need ne of ur help

I wanna die as much as i wanna live

i wanna die as much as i wanna live